I don't Exist.

I'm a master of Lies. You wouldn't know I'm lying even if you're looking at me in the eye. I lied when I said I'm okay. I lied when I said I'll be fine. I lied when I said I'll survive. The truth is, without you, I am incomplete. I go by my days by keeping myself busy, Suppressing the tears and pain deep within me.

I keep telling myself that I'll be fine. When I know I'm not. I cannot do this anymore. I just can't. I wanna leave. I wanna disappear. I just don't want to exist because I don't. Not any longer. The physical form is here, but the soul Isn't. The thread that once held my heart together is broken. I am no longer in the capacity to feel.

I'm gone.

11/09/09